To study, or not to study........that is the problem.

Chow. Its nearly half one on a Monday and i'm still in bed. There is nothing strange about this really, the last few months have been reduced to a few weeks due to my inability to get up. I go to bed at around 1-ish and don't get out of my dungeon until i can smell the dinner cooking downstairs. My college exams start in about 3-4 weeks(i'm not sure what date it is today so i can't be sure). My original plan was to begin some intensive study two months before the exams, that would have been just enough time to memorise the knowledge needed for a pass. Now i've only half that time, i'm in serious trouble. I'm aware that everyone panics on the lead up to exams, but, i don't. I've never worried. This is the closest i've come to being worried. The reason for this strange new feeling is the little fact that i'm repeating first year in college. I was as lethargic and un-motivated last year as i am this year. That gained me a big fat fail. So in order to do it all again i've had to dish out over 5000 euros of my own money. This is probably the only reason i'm worried about failing again. Like, if i never had to pay for college, i'd probably never leave it. Actually, there is no probably about it, i definately would not leave college if possible. So we've got to the root of my problem; i'm a useless, lazy, piece of shit, college student. But, in order to save myself from wasting 5G's I think i'm gonna try to start my study..........tomorrow.